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sighhzorz, summer is ending! ...school is starting! curses! and summer was fun too *altho i accomplished little*

haha...oh man, i thought of a cool idea recently for a new story..but never did it. lol oh well, one day

there's like little or no drama in my life, and for that im thankful for. i like my contented blissfull-ness. kinda looking forward to school in the sense that ill meet new ppl "hopefully". this summer has taught me to be a tad more socialble <- wtf. lol so yeah

cuz there's no drama in my life does that make me uninteresting? < random thought

god, today i was going psychotic looking for clothes to wear to my grandma's bdya thing. been happening a lot recently. clothes dont fit me very well, at least my old ones dont, cuz only recently haf i been making sure that clothes actually LOOK GOOD on me, before i buy them. so it's so hard to find a nice top.....>.< eventually i decided on something that turned out OK in it's own special way...(that's o uninteresting isnt it)

nothing's rlly changed between keane and i, and i doubt it will. lol seems like we're so unsure of how this is supposed to work o_o;


who wants to go out wid me!??!!? RAWR!

lol yesterday was SO funny. heheee...poor lynn.


=D dunno wat to say. cya guys!

im hopeless

well seems like ive been in a blogger craze recently *looks at the 0 comments* guess im gonna hafta get used to that.

haha, o well

ARGH why do i keep digging this deep pit of frustration and self-pity!?!? i cant write! i wanna write! but itz not happening, itz not working


collaberation...? -_-


ARGH im hopeless!


Clutching at a dream
That constantly slips away
Reaching for a sign
That will surely show the way

The passion that burns within
Will never die
The memories
Will never cease to exist

Make me shining
in this light that will surely suceed
There's determination
In this flickering heart

There's determination
In this tiny flame

strange noise

about 5:17am right now

freaky shit recently took place.

god im so tired.

keane is up wid me, we're in the game room rit now

i guess im chicken shit

it all started a while ago when i woke up from mysterious reasons. the first thing that i noticed was that my touch-activated lamp was on

me thinking: why is it on? no1 touched it *groggy* *looks around* *too tired to care* *tries to go back asleep

not long after (or was it? dunno? cuz times so f=d up when ur half asleep...) i suddenly hear an insanely loud VVRRN VRRN...2 consecutive extremely loud noises that sound similar to an electric sound, but not lighting (thunder)..unless maybe? idunno, unless mayse some freak-ass lighting. my eyes burst open as the lights suddenly flicker on and then off.

then a car alarm goes off.

me:................................................................*runs*

i take off into keane's room and explain to him wat happened - his alarm clock is flashing, there was sum sort of power surge...he heard, saw nothing. are u sure u werent dreaming? u were half awake and half asleep.

nonono...it wasnt. im so sure it wasnt....but as time goes by...idunno ne more. no, but i remember that i was so sure before. and from that knowledge, i kno that it happened. it did. my touch lamp went on again, i remember turning it off before i ran to keane's

but how would i convieniently hear this noise before the power went out? followed by a car alarm/

wat scared me themost was...where'd the car alarm come from? y'd it go off?

wat happened?!...ne wayz we're here now in the game room, he suggested i blog about this........i cant believe im the only one who heard this noise. plz tell me if u did!